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    夏至未至的午后

    2019-03-27 . 閱讀: 574 views

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    狂歡是一群人的寂寞,寂寞是一個人的狂歡。?

    多數出來工作了幾年的朋友,都會時常有這樣的感覺。我常常想,酒精真是個好東西,現代社會里,人其實很多時候本能的想躲避各種壓力,可往往悲哀地發現,一大波粘稠的無力感襲來,負重前行到不敢休息,不能休息,難以停下,酒精倒是提供了這么一種難得的寧靜,即便只是片刻的麻木和躲避,但也算得上讓人輕松稍許。?

    回憶童年是另一種避開壓力,自我保護的方式。所以有美好童年的人,往往會更強大些,我指的是精神上會更加的堅韌,富有彈性。它就像一個臨時避難所,對生活無力的時候,就躲進去沐浴一下舊時的光芒和溫潤,似乎就有了些精神氣了。?

    最近常常浮現的,就是夏日午后的時光,是那種不經意的閑適和溫暖。

    我記得家里以前是那種折疊式的木質沙發,長長的,人可以整個躺在上面的。夏天的時候,就會去掉坐墊,沙發的面上又光滑還涼涼的,特別舒服。夏天正是西瓜的豐收季,鄉下的西瓜都是論斤賣的,大多是估價,用玉米可以換,很是便宜。每年到了夏天,西瓜都是買的最多的水果了。家家戶戶都是成麻袋的買回去放著,下地回來渴了,就開一個。有時候中午吃完了飯,外面知了沒完沒了的叫個不停,日頭大的很,地里一時去不了,就切個西瓜吃,看看電視,鄰里間聊聊天,很是愜意。

    我其實是最喜歡這種場景的。小時候鄰居關系都很好,大家都院子貼著院子,親戚連著親戚,不管吃飯還是無聊什么的,都會經常去鄰居家逛。這邊吃著飯,有時候那邊端著飯也過來了,吃著聊著,日子散淡又清潤。我吃完了,就躺在大人后面光溜溜的長沙發上,聽著大人聊天,聽著蟬蟲鳴叫,感受著夏日里的偶爾飄進來的風,吃一瓤西瓜,拍拍肚皮,躺著就不自覺的睡著了。?

    及至醒來,發現外面的陽光都沒了太多的熾熱,樹枝被風吹起來,婆婆娑娑的。天地間似乎安靜了許多,連蟬蟲都午睡去了一般。

    起來洗把臉,把大門掛上,就歪歪扭扭地走著去地里找大人去了。這時候天氣涼快些,大人基本上都在地里農忙。一路找過去,后面奔跑著幾只狗,撒歡似的一路追逐著,嬉鬧著,歲月像是沒有盡頭,我們也永遠不會長大似的。?

    記憶就像盒子里的巧克力糖,有著不同的顏色,但多數都是甜的,即或是有些有點苦澀,咀嚼起來一會,也多是溫醇的香味。?

    夏季里的日光又溫柔又猛烈,蟬蟲的鳴叫又嘹亮又刺耳,夏天的風涼爽而又難得。我時不時的懷念起夏日的午后,一如我眷戀著那似乎永沒有消逝的時光,那是生活的滋味。

    左岸記:為什么大家小時候鄉親鄰里會那么親切?因為那時大家的生活都差不多,沒有比較也就沒有傷害,大家就過得其樂融融。但現在住在同一小區,甚至同一棟樓的人基本來自不同行業的人,生活和文化水平往往差距很大,大家在外面打拼,回到家基本就不喜歡被人打擾了,相約的朋友也都會在外面的休閑場所,而甚少到各自的家里去叨嘮的。這是一種心理安全界限的需要,是寂寞狂歡的心靈寫照。

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